CHOOJIAHUI / OCTOBER 25, 1994 / CBOX / (JIAMING)

I decided not to go on a hiatus despite the impending review tests because I simply cannot carry on without venting my disabilities at getting information into my head. Oh did I tell you did I tell you, I dont have a good feeling about the Chem test at all like WTFHHHHH ITS NOT THE RIGHT TIME TO DO BADLY YOU STUBBORN PIG. What is the use of mugging everyday if you dont get it AND WHY DIDNT YOU ASK QUESTIONS IN CLASS and what is the use of convincing yourself the test will be alright when you know it has a freaking heavy weightage and what is the point in being self satisfied at the amount you have mugged because you personally know you are not one of those people who can afford sit at home chanting mantras all day and seal the test like an envelope!!!!!!!! Ohgod, I need to resume my life as a normal, healthy, properly functioning kid.

I guess I could have inhaled a generous, unhealthy and deadly amount of pessimism before I even turned 13.